happiness is a warm gun yes it is. (via coming spoon)
I had a dream that a man was holding up a gun to a friend of mine. I stepped in front of the gun so that the barrel was touching my forehead and told the man to back the fuck off. He cocked the gun. I said, Go ahead, shoot me.
He pulled the trigger.
And then, I felt my body slowly shut down. I felt my blood freeze. I felt my heart deflate. I was falling in slow motion, and though it seemed like 10 minutes, I fell to the floor dead in about 3 seconds.
I laid there, trapped in my lifeless body. I tried to scream, I tried to cry, I tried to open my eyes, I tried to move my finger. I couldn’t do any of that. I was just a helpless soul held captive in my own corpse. It was the most horrible feeling ever.